woke up with a weird dream today~ similar to those i had when he was leaving soon, and when he was away~ it feels weird at this point in time to have this similar-themed dream again, because right now i have enough faith that it will not come true. thanks to all the talks and reassurances.

maybe im just being insecure at the unconscious level for idk whatever stupid/silly reason that i really cant pinpoint nor unds.. i wouldnt deny that it does affect me to some extent, reflecting how i gave myself those distractions to steer away from those thoughts, and also occasional reviewing of those gifts and letters he gave me to reassure myself. weird.

throwing away these weird thoughts and dreams. because thr's some LINE notifications from him :)

felicia