>< why isit happening again!
and its the same person..

isit that im too naive, and that he was right? and that i was too silly to dismiss his worries since the beginning..?

i just knw that i have to resolve this correctly..
a mistake caused it to take quite awhile the last time.. though i was glad that it eventually turned out well..

but.. am i able to find back this friend faster this time..?

i sincerely hope so :(

vexing..

fel

--6.20pm--

perhaps..

im just bad at words maybe..
if only i could tell it facetoface..
for now, i can say that ive tried my very best..

although eventually, i thought i still failed..

well, i think.. i just lost a friend.
why do i hate this feeling..

heard abt the state of my HT.
really feel wth abt it.. seems all so unfair..

today's another bad day.. cant it just end alr? ;(

fel