why should i be so concerned when others are not?

ohwell, starting to take a different perspective towards all these..
i should start thinking of how to shape my own experience, and not let it depend on others..
sometimes its just tough, to make everybody's schedule meet..
and i should stop being irritated over their usual last minute withdrawals and cancellations..
because its my own fault for depending my whole experience on them..
i should find someway to make it my own special journey..

is this a tad too late?

1month left.
i feel it. the little little possible regrets from everywhere wrt everything..

short-term goal by end of 2013:
i shall live w no regrets, leave w no regrets :)

felicia