being in the last day of 2012! :)

joyous celebration awaits everyone as we countdown to the coming of the new year, while we all reminisce about the various events that has happened in the past year.
i can only say that i am really really grateful for all that has happened to me, no words can express that.
though i dont show them, like how i usually dont show my feelings lol, may not be a bad thing after all peeps..

throughout this year, i felt that i had grown quite a lot.
i start to treasure those around me, making more effort to understand them more, appreciate their being even more.
if there is something that i really want it to be the highlight of my 2012, i can only say it was the korea trip in july 2012.

i had the privilege to participate in the korea government invitation programme 2012, and, you bet, it was the greatest moments. it was the first time i'm overseas alone, outside my comfort zone, and having to organise everything by myself without my closest friends around me. it turned out really fun and exciting, forming many bonds that i really treasured alot, that i had never imagined myself to have had done.

but if there's something that i'd want to redo, it'll be the part on maintaining these friendships.
i'm still poor at this aspect. it's something that i need to improve on, and i really hope that i'll be better able to do so in 2013 :)
with dabish.. with 42 peeps: vanessa, daphne, hweehwee, jiajia, yuleng, petrina, alyssa.. with 4j peeps.. with uni clique.. with kgip friends all over the world..
all and all, those are friendships that i treasure, and am glad that we are still in contact :)
something that i can never bring the courage to pull back, is the friendship with roweruff :/ something that may be lost forever i guess. a group that i cant find the kind of thick-skinnedness to join.. why, but it may well be a lesson learnt, lol.

perhaps, academic wise, in 2013 i hope to not disappoint myself again :)
it had been hard, like putting in so much effort but not to see them in the results.
at least one thing i am glad for is that i dont hate them, a major that i should stop doubting myself to have majored in :) for the sake that i like it, also to sociology..
at least a 2nd upper before i leave for SEP, yes! let's do it!

for myself, i hope to be able to fulfil what i had always wanted to do: exercise regularly.
guess i should not keep on procrastinating, and procrastinating..
just doing it myself, alone, may not be a lonely thing after all :) hope morning weathers continue to stay nice and cooling! ^^
OHYA and also to pass at one go (it'll be possible!!) my practical test for driving.. i can do it ^^

and for the family, i hope that everyone will continue to be in good health..
especially my ahma and mum, they have always been in pain/sore, as it comes and goes, which i always find it so uneasy at heart to hear from them :( and also papa, hope that he would smoke less..
it's harmful for health, really, but why do i not have the courage to discourage him in it?
i can start soon :)
and for korkor, hope that his stall would start out even better! after school reopens, and all the marketing..
hope that things take a better turn :)
for brandon, hope that he kicks off his habit of being so popomama, and being short-tempered :(
hope that he would get a good internship that would enhance his resume :)
meimei that blur sotong haha, hope she would stop being such a sotong, and works hard at her academic!!
although i am always a bad influence to her to distract her and everything :p i'll try not to nxt year hahaha
and tristan poh.. just hoping that he would become more sensible and not be always stuck on the ipad and computer!!! work hard in his maths as secondary 1 would be much tougher, and tedious to juggle things as compared to primary school.. all the best :)

and hope that i would stop being so irritated with trivial things in life, as they may simply happen for a reason that may be good for me :)

just..
wishes from the simple ordinary girl, hope that someone up there hears them, fulfill them :)
while i work hard down here to see them coming true :)

happy 2013 soon! whoopee! :D

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