i so hate myself..

ytd was passing down for techies!!

like FINALLY lol!

we're finally out of the thing! okay, temporarily haha..

but this handover was a much more happier one than the previous one..

i only had 2 passing down ceremonies: cs and techies..

for cs, perhaps it's a sense of regret and guilt..

everytime i come to think of that period of time, i'll really feel like smacking myself for being such a weakling and an inconsiderate freak..

everytime i'm reminded of it, i really feel like erasing those awful memories..

always avoiding the topic of flying fast to talk about other stuff..

at least the lucky thing for me was that i found back the friend i lost that time =)

a random joke about COOL CREW CLUB (CCC) was realised as TECHIES..

although i may not be a good partner of leader, but i know this was what i want..

and because i treasure this friend that i once lost before even more, she became a motivator, always pushing me forward and making me want to support her to continue on..

else with such attitude of mine, i believe i would have died or given up halfway..

thanks =)

passing down dinner was fun =D and funny ahaha..

it's been a long time since i feel so relaxed w friends..

congrats to the new techies comm, and all the best! =)

today was grad day =) okay, farewell ceremony..

okay, the concert was hmm..

but certainly funny econs RAP xD it's really cool..

everybody has a golden collar pin now lol..

but it's damn flat, not nice.. still prefer the original 3d version gold one lol..

released balloons w wishes at zhengxinyuan! but the sun was BLAZING =s

i love the shiny balloons :D

but well, i think it'll be great if we can release it into the sky..

such that those wishes will get up there and be fulfilled! :D

and not like rot here in my pencil case now ._.

the speeches didnt really hit me, but the montage did..

it may be simple, plain, but it made me think about what happened along my 6-year journey..

hmm, have got a feeling that i've never ever felt before..

it's sort of sad..

i dont know, perhaps after all, it wasn't totally a bad thing to have stayed so long here..

i may have complained or whined or feeling all sianed about having joined this 6-yr programme..

regretting many decisions, choices and actions that i've ever made that changes EVERYTHING

(it can even start from sec1, i'm serious)

but well, all these feelings seemed to fade off, and they dont even matter anymore..

at least on this last day of college, i feel sad about parting with these friends that i have for 6 years, even if we were classmates for only 2years..

and not a sense of relief that i'll no longer see those i hate or dislike..

maybe i'll miss all these memories..

too many to list.. but, i'll keep it well..

thanks for these memories, be it awesome or awful..

it really shaped who i am today, strengthened me in every way possible, giving me joy and tears..

maybe anger too.. but it all made me someone more mature and sensitive..

perhaps 2 things that never changed about me, and i know about, is just the lack of courage to initiate something, and also the lack of perseverance in everything i do..

the friends and experience i had here really impacted me alot..

and i believe this will form a large part of me many years down the road =)

just wanna tell those who were part of these memories:

LOVE YOU :)

after ceremony was class lunch-out at vivo sakae for buffet! =D

this is the 2nd successful class gathering, and again at sakae haha..

candice was really funny! she wanted to compete w timothy to see who can eat more, and she fell flat on the seat right after a few plates, less than 1 hr from the time she started xD

vanessa is really damn aunty!! hahaha, she keep telling us what is worth it what is not lol, and she's the sakae buffet PRO.. clapclapclap..

daphne's table and nicole's table dont have computer, so our table help them order..

i think i ordered in total at least 15 chawanmushi!

daphne herself ate FOUR omg, FOUR..

and it's ALWAYS the same guy delivering to my table HAHA! so he gave me a sceptical look on his face..

like as if i'm obssessed w eating chawanmushi..

we ordered alot of food!!

but when they were served, vanessa and alyssa went shopping to digest their food, and jiajia went toilet..

so it's like ME eating buffet alone, ordering LOADS of food like i've been starving!

haha, i shld have taken a photo of tt..

iimelda n keatyin can really eat like O.O

they can jus join those eating comp hahaha.. they ate CONTINUOUSLY for 3hours!!!

they're like black holes larh..

gengzhi's table had 50+ orders zomg.. mayb cuz thr's him and siswo thr..

they can really eat alot, and they keep turning over to tell us how lousy we all are hahaha..

they went to puff up those eaten beans and told vanessa that they cant finish it, wan to give our table..

vanessa took it n nearly ate it! omg, luckily she realised it fast enough, else i dont know who's saliva she'd be sharing hahahaha!

and she'll kill them..

3-6pm buffet, it was fun =)

i think i'm gonna miss the fun & joke that 42 brings..

we may not be very united or special or smart..

we're all average in the cohort..

but i enjoy their company, the unique fun and gossip we sometimes do haha..

thanks =)

back home! and guess what, i just finished a bowl of rice while typing this..

i'm growing fat i think lol!

i've decided to learn from hwee and escape from reality..

and FASTER keep that weighing scale in the cupboard HAHAHA

how long will it be before i post again..

i'll be living a mugger life till then.

bye :)

fel-