hmm, what a sad life i have..

cant even have access to my own laptop frequently..

when can the desktop be back? i can hardly see my laptop around!!

it's alw camping in my bro's room =(

sad =( no wonder i'm neglecting this blog.. where it's a place for my rants..

to make myself feel better..

it's been hard! to keep everyth to myself.. shall find another mean to unload these irritating thoughts =)

although they always go away, but it's rather slowly zzz

so much happened for the last month!!

taking CTs..

having sports carn.. which was alright, except tt i'm back to my normal skin tone..

failing CTs..

looking at results review..

feeling all demoralised and dejected..

having teachers as devils always haunting us about the no. of days left..

but it's a tough journey down..

packed study plan..

suffocating me.. =(

need a break..

mass PE is officially over! =D

last wk was the last session..

left w normal PE slot.. a time whn i always break my arms =(

volleyball hurts lol.. why people can hit the ball like feather, effortless and softly..

mine sounds like thunder strike!

i'm officially in the loser club for volleyball LOL

have been running for the past few weekends with my bro..

well, did i mention? tt i kinda miss running?

!! well, it's the first time in my life tt i'm thinking this way..

even i'm shocked..

perhaps its just like when you're forced to do sth, you totally hate it..

like how NAPFA is forcing all of us to run zzz

but when u're free from it or rather disallowed to, you just wanna do it..

though u knw tt u cant run for long.. lousy stamina..

but still wanna continue..

lol, rebellious..

have never ran at reservoir till today! lol..

shall conquer 2.5km the nxt time =) w/o stopping lol..

"it's to train endurance!" yea, i think it somehow works..

i nd to work on it so tt i can persevere till end of As =)

good training indeed..

argh.. today was another study day..

jiajia hwee didnt join.. xinyun was sick..

so since i was thr at library alr, might as well just study..

i cant believe it, tt i studied at lib all ALONE..

the bad th was tt i forgot to bring snacks or food..

was starving LOL

i've decided tt library is still not de place for me unless i have food w me =D

sian, i feel so pig..

keep eating.. stocking up food at home, finishing them..

another trip down to supermarket to stock up food again..

in sch, even a plate of rice wasnt able to fill my stomach for 2hours..

WHAT i nd to find out if thr's any worms in my stomach not zzz

ARRRHH i'm so sian.. i just wanna slack around..

but subconsciously, i knw i cant afford to..

so i shall let my subconscious mind lead me..

bye, it's time to prepare for lessons tmr..

another 5 days..

fel-