hiya all! =) i'm back!
feeling all fine, no worries haha~
thx for all the well wishes via smses :D

have been missing school for the last 3days of the week..
guess i missed ALOT T.T boohoo~ nda catch up..
aww.. still, i hate doing reflections.. dont know why =/
and i'm so stuck! with maths n chem tutorials..
CRIES
i guess being detached from school is still a great thing LOL
better kick that idea outta my mind =x

so these few days while i was sick, had been thinking about some stuff..
like.. why, so random..
what i really want to be in future..
it's like drawing nearer to the days that i need to decide..
but i'm still.. nowhere.. studying aimlessly..
there ARE some possible routes that i may take..
not that i've totally not thought of it yet..
but i always have these thoughts.. it's time to stop..
stop telling myself that: no, it's too tough, i'll never get there..
or rather: others are performing so much better than me, i'll not make it..
tsk, i really hate these thoughts that keep coming over to me..

i guess i need to put away some bad habits..
is it really true?
like if i tried, and i failed.. i'll never feel like trying it again..
as if there's this notice telling me that i'll fail again if i try again..
i know i'll regret.. like how i did tt day..
but i still retreated..
i hate regrets.. really..
hate regrettng only after i did it.. even whn i knew that i would regret..

it's time to take control over them with actions =)
the first test to that will be this first part of the year..
jiayou to me haha~

so coming up!
GP compre..
shit.. one of the most hated thing.. gp..
whn will i treat gp as a normal subject..? hmm..
i nd to be quick!
maths test..
bio test..
chem test..
WHAT i thought i just did a chem test?! one tt i guess i flunked -.-
ahbeng's gonna rarrar around bah..
=/

oh, vday n cny are coming up TOO!!
looking forward hahaha~

hmm, a sunday w/o guitar prac haha..
but a day to finish the undone stuff..
like, hw?! tutorials!? even whn i dont know how to do -.-
kill myself.. =s

oh, my laptop has become a home com now..
since the desktop is officially DOWN lol..
my bro suggested renting my laptop for $5/h..
too ex larh, i'll settle for $2/h, so nice right =D
but he was the first to object to the renting thing LOL weird?
cuz he was the first to ask me if he can use my laptop xD

lol, enough rants here =D
guess y'all are getting bored with words..
wait till the home com system is alright..
shall let y'all c how great an artist my youngest bro can b haha..
his works made me laugh like mad larh haha..

time to get back to work! shall make my sunday a..
erm.. productive one =D
cya in sch!

fel-
` conquer the mind~