hey!

thx alyssa, daphne, jiajia, vanessa PIGS for the present =D
my usb port has been spoilt these few days.. cant upload pics..
nor could i install the new GC fxn into my GC =/
shall wait for miracle to happen LOL

well, i cant believe it..
i'm more confirmed abt sth: i hate making choices..
both ccas preparing for their performances in the same period of time..
having their concerts in the same mth..
but.. why cant i keep things like it is now?
i know it'll be tough on me.. i expected this LONG TIME AGO..
but this thing came back recently: do i really have to give up on 1?
i really dont want to.. but can i cope w it?
well, i NEED to..
time to work hard!

things to work on this holidays
1. econs
2. chem
3. gp
4. guitar
5. cs

nxt yr would be even tougher..
i guess, once i keep both sides, i cant be the same me again..
why cant things just stay simpler?

oh, i saw the Tsports camp today!
hey! thr's like WAY lots of ppl this yr! i wonder why lol..
n it seems really cool =)
kinda sian tt i'm nt thr like last yr.. =\

on a random note
sometimes, it's not good to be too harsh on yourself..
or maybe dont think too much about others, but think more about yourself..
i guess, i shldnt hav made others be the one dumping stuff on me..
it's time for it to be the other way round..
sometimes i really think..
why cant i be like them? like just abandon the whole grp..
n do what i want?
it's just.. the problem of considering too much abt others..
in the end, i'm the only one who feels stressed, sad, disappointed..
whatever..

wait till my mood turns better..
why has this blog been such a sad one?
one tt i cant control but tell it all my troubles?

fel-
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